I've loved that picture since the first time i saw it like 2 years ago.
I have $80 toward my ipod touch, im getting there :) I suck at making money though.

I hate christmas! Blah blah blah blah blah. The only way i would ever like Christmas ever again is if Santa brought me you and then i would love Christmas. But Santa doesnt exist and im not getting you so i hate Christmas. Yep pretty much.
We need a better picture of us kissing, yep it has been decided that we do. :)

So Break Me Down If It Makes You Feel Right, And Hate Me Now If It Keeps You Alright.

Today was pretty good, it would have been better if you weren't in trouble.

I wish you could understand what goes through my head everytime i see you. Its like the most uhmazing happy, painful, scary, magical thing in the world.
Sigh.

7 Months

7 months of heaven.
7 months of hell.
7 months of laughs.
7 months of tears.
7 months of smiles.
7 months of frowns.
7 months of happiness.
7 months of sadness.
7 months of new things.
7 months of old.
You have my heart.
You are all i think about in my day nothing less.
I sit here and think about all the great (and some not so great) times we have had together.
From the first kiss i had with you, to the last time i heard your voice.
I miss you when your not there, or when your leaving.
I love you when your close and i know your there for me.
People say love will never last a lifetime, but im going to prove them wrong.
I love you so much i cant even begin to describe.

I miss you so much and i wish life wasnt so hard, but life isnt easy and we are still together :)

I Want A Girl With Lips Like Morphine.

It's Just Past 8 And I'm Feeling Young And Reckless! The Ribbon On my Wrist Says, "Do Not Open Before Christmas."

This is completely random but would "Nightmare Before Christmas" be considered a Christmas movie or Halloween?
That is an extremely good question that is going to drive me insane for the rest of my life. I mean the beginning is all about Halloween but then it goes to Christmas... I mean yeah the main character is a Skeleton but does that automatically make it a Halloween movie? O_o
I have such ADD issues XD lol
This is one of those rare days where i cant wait for drama to start! I miss Tyler so much too.
Woo Hoo only to more exams... Okay i feel like im talking to myself on this blog XD lol.
Im going to rename it the random rants of...
I dont know XD LOL.
Omg May 4th should be national something day!
Dont ask im reading MyLifeIdAverage.com stuff... knock off of FML much?
OMG I JUST REMEMBERED ONE OF MY OLD OBSESSIONS AND IM GOING TO START IT AGAIN
End of this blog im going to put just the thing im obsessed with in the one above this

I Don't Want To Kiss Anyone, I Don't Want To Kiss Anyone But You, I Fucking Love You

Im going to chop Gina's feet off! She keeps kicking me and tickling my arm while im trying to type.
Is there a hardcore cd of Chirstmas songs? I hope so because i want one Lol.
Exams are almost done! Yeyy only a couple of more days of stressing out and then CHRISTMAS VACATION :D

Doesnt he make your belly button melt? LOL
iltr

I Find It Hard To Tell You Cause I Find It Hard To Take The Dreams In Which Im Dying Are The Best I Ever Had

Exams suck if i do say so myself.
But hey afterwards I get to watch Jenn try and figure out my wii :) Thats fun.
I love tyler no matter how much he irratates the crap outa me.
Billy rocks my socks too :)
ilytr

Your Sex Is On Fire

Blah, I hate snow. Global warming is a lie... I mean come on lets just move all the Polar Bears over here they will survive. I didnt fall on my way to or back from school today :) Though i inhaled enough snowflakes to fill Shadow Lake... Yes i inhale snowflakes they are evilll

To Write Love On Her Arms.

Wow the one time i choose to actually read something in a rolling stones magazine!
I wanted to kill someone and or myself so i decided to read rolling stones and found this artical that didnt look extremely exciting but i was wrong...
I mean it takes a true hero to do something like make To Write Love On Her Arms :) That made my day worth leaving. http://www.twloha.com/
I still want to kick someone in the face though, like oh bad. Im like 5 seconds away from from walking to my therapist house a murdering her, Im not saying i would actually do that but i want to.
I dont care if wearing this ring is saying fuck you to my mom, she'll live it is just a fucking ring!
I think im going to try to earn some money to buy myself an ipod touch... Anyone wanna help? lol. I wish.
Anyways im going to go kick a puppy or something... Peace :P

We're Just Hells Dreamers.

The number six came in handy.
I dont remember why anymore lmao.
Mrs. Morrison makes me want to kick african babies in the face,
WHAT NOW AFRICAN BABIES!

Ugh waiting for play practice is so boring, all i can think about is him and it makes me want to cry.
But the one thing keeping me from crying is that there a a couple spanish kids next to me watching south park and LAUGHING their heads off.

They Wont Let Me Turn Around To Get One Last Look At My Baby

Wait... If someone takes a ring from you like a therapist saying they wont keep it and then they take it away, isn't that stealing? Im done with that dumbass therapist, she says there are certain people who you just arent right for you, well she is WAY beyond one of them.

The songs of the dead are the lamentations of the living
Yepp two post one day, I survived the H1N1 shot... but with two holes in my arm instead of one XD my fault.

I love you. That's my secret. No hearts, no pretty drawings, no poems or cryptic messages. I love you
My mom knows we are dating, I dont know how. I think it is because i wouldnt stop crying when that bitch took my fucking ring. GRAWRR

I wish he would understand that i dont like her...
My three reasons!
1. She flirts with you all the time and dont deny it.
2. She is SO annoying.
3. She talks about me when im not there, again dont deny it because i talk to other people she talks to.
Huh, i kinda want to go to open mic. I dont know though im not in the mood to deal with drama and that just sounds like pure drama.


I cant WAIT :D

Dying for the opportunity to save your life.

FML.
I dont know if i can get along with his new best friend... I tried even before i knew they were best friends and i just cant take people like her, i dont know why. I love him so much and i keep trying, why cant you just go back to being best friends with Brett, I could get along with him. I mean yeah this is kind of like me and Whopper hanging out but its not, Whopper never flirts with me, I know he would never doing anything, and he has NEVER SPENT THE NIGHT.
Whatever i love you so much and i will do anything not to ever loose you, even if that means getting along with people i dont like.

Question of the day:
Why can I not be mad at anyone for more than like 5 seconds even if i hate them?

H1N1 Shot Today Wish ME Luck